Nostalgic Much?

reMIX

alot has happened this year. my grandpa died. and my gradma recently past away. i read alot of things telling me this was my year to shine. i mean im in college. im doing fine. im staying focused with the incentive to transfer to a university to make something of myself. i STILL have my family. i STILL have my girlfriend. but most of i will ALWAYS have my homies. everyones been through so much drama sometimes i feel like we deserve some time away from it all.

and sometimes some of the homies find their calling. i miss him. im glad that he found his own place. hopefully he'll succeed in life and make himself proud.

friends are whatevers at any point but homies are forever.

and i fucking swear i love each and every one of you.

we've all known each other so fucking long that we might as well be called brothers

sometimes we fight like fucking brothers but we grown up so much.

and sometimes i wanna go back to the days when i was young but im not a kid anymore but somedays i wish i was a kid again...

HOW-DY

UP-DATION

im going going, back back to xanga xanga

i am still going to csun kids. its boring as shit. but i have class with the world famous Andrew Le. i have school 5 days a week. 5 classes. 16 units. its not that bad. i got a 3.7  (i know, i know, im a genius) last semester. haha i hope to get a 4.0 this semester. cuz im getting the fuck outta here. its either Irvine or better. stupidass school doesnt have my major im interested in. its LAW  if someone you know or know of that got shot lol CALL TIM HUA  (im not liable for losing your case sucka)

i miss my gf so much. so much stuff has been going on lately. good/bad. her dad is still whack. iono why he doesnt like me for shit. i try so hard. i mean i do the right thing. and sometimes the right thing is wrong to him. he never gives me a chance always a fake smile. well my gf is currently grounded and forbidden to see me for God knows how long. so im waiting patiently. (being patient is not one of my greatest traits). but im trying. doesnt hurt. but i have to wait till she graduates basically and moves out. sigh. i can hold up. i know i can.

my homies will always be my niggas. it feels like over the past months after graduating from hs all we've been doing is getting closer. my homies have always been there for me. and fuck. right now isnt a great time but were still hanging together. sticking it like a team. everyone is currently going to school (lol almost everyone) and maintaining a steady j-o-b. we all have been kicking it almost everyday. the homies finally live together. and i drop by about 3-4 times a week to do hw/chill.

my family is okay. finally gaining trust. well trust in me cuz im fuck up of the year. black sheep. idiot. you know. if the shoe fits. but im trying. not for them. for myself. im gunna make it. but family is fine.

if you dont know. then. now you do. i am ridiciously OBSESSED with TIFFANY. lol to a point that if i wasnt her bf SHIT WOULD BE NUTS lol  i love her. thats all i have to say. thats all i can say. everything else i try to show with every moment i spend with her. I LOVE HER. i'd do anything for her. shes everything i ever wanted. ever needed. there NO OTHER GIRL that would make me feel anything she hasnt made me feel already. no one can replace the mental/physical and life long love she has given me. really. i guess. im lucky.

here are some pix

lol

some lost. some found. some wierd as fuck.

enjoy

if you dont know. well i got a new car :D

in my civic with my ridiciously hot looking gf.

senior year 05 [drew,devlin,lance,ryan]

Tru Homies

English [drew,ryan,randis] wet dreaming?

Valentines Day @ Cheesecake Factory :]

i cant tell if he knew someone was gunna take a pic lol

lol. i cant believe im using this. but i miss it. right now im going to CSUN. i have a beautiful gf :D im working as an intern. i got a 3.7 on my first semester. and im hoping to get 4.0 and transfer the fuck out of here. law major.

i know nobody reads this for shit. but. haha. DO IT. :D